As I was updating my website the other day it occurred to me that this year marks my 20th Anniversary of owning Chessie’s or maybe them owning me! I thought back to my first Chessie, Shadowdancer, she was a wonderful dog and I miss her terribly at times. She is the Aunt to Riva and Cheyenne and Great Aunt to Maia and Titan; I can see her in my girls now and then with certain actions and attitudes they have. She was definitely my heart dog but you know as each one comes in my life I think they all become my heart dogs just in a different way. I truly love this breed and could never imagine my life without them.
When I went back to school I had to take a Comp I class and in the very first class our assignment was to write a short paper on anything we wanted so the professor could see how we wrote. My first thought was oh great how am I supposed to write a paper when I have no clue what I am doing, I am not a writer! So I decided to write about Shadowdancer, I felt that if I wrote something I was passionate about maybe it would turn out okay. Because I am feeling a little sad and happy at the same time as I think back to my time with her I would like to share that paper with you, so here goes.
My Chessie
I met my dear friend Robin about twenty years ago at a group home for severely
developmentally disabled adults. We worked the midnight shift together, and every night she
would bring her Chesapeake Bay Retrievers to work. I had never seen a Chessie before or even
heard of them. I soon fell in love with her dog Jessa. She was a seventy five pound deadgrass,
which as you might guess is the color of dead grass. She was always so gentle and loving to the
residents. They would light up when she came to greet them, and she would sit by their
wheelchairs and lay her head in their laps. At meal times the residents could be pretty messy so
Robin would call the cleanup crew and the dogs would come running to clean up every last
crumb of food on the floor. The more I got to know her dogs I knew this was the breed for me.
In 1993 Robin gave me my first Chessie from Jessas’ last litter for my birthday. She was a
deadgrass just like her mother. I had a difficult time coming up with a name. Nothing seemed to
fit, until one evening I was outside playing with her when I noticed that she had discovered her
shadow. She was jumping around trying to catch it, so she became my Shadowdancer. She was
one big bundle of brown fluff. She loved to go everywhere with me. Nothing ever seemed to
bother her. When she was four months old we traveled out west through many states with Robin
and three other Chessies. They all traveled well with each other. We saw a lot of interesting
wildlife, elk, bear, moose, buffalo, which never seemed to phase any of the dogs. The dogs
especially liked hiking through the mountains with us. When she was six months old I started
showing her in conformation dog shows. That proved to be quite a learning experience for both
of us. I made a lot of mistakes but she always forgave me. She loved to retrieve for me and
would bring anything I threw for her back to me. Her favorite thing to do was swim. That is
when I learned the stubborn deaf ear side of a Chessie. I would stand on shore calling and
bribing but nothing was more enticing than the water to her. Eventually she would come out at
her leisure so I would have to be quick and grab her. I always ended up soaked.
The years rolled by and when she was eleven I took her in to the vet to have her leg checked.
I never thought it would be anything serious. When the Dr. came back into the room to talk to
me I could tell by her face it was bad news. She showed me the x-ray that revealed bone cancer.
She then informed me that bone cancer is very aggressive and most dogs only have about
fourteen weeks left. So we went home with medication to make her comfortable. I started to
prepare myself for the day I would have to make the decision of euthanasia. I prayed that she
would go in her sleep so I would not have to make that decision, but in the end I held her head in
my lap and said good bye to my best friend as the Dr. gave her the shot that would stop her pain
and her heart. I will forever miss her.
As I read through it again I see how I could have made it much better and some day maybe I will!
This is me and my sweet girl in 2004 a few months before I lost her. She was my best friend and protector, loving me with her whole heart and I tried my very best to return that love to her.
Ro-Lyns Jessas Shadowdancer
Eleven years old
So incredibly sad but such wonderful memories. Your Shadowdancer was like my Jasmine (rescued Dalmatian) was to me. We love and adore them all but sometimes, a particular, inexplicable bond forms. It hurts but I wouldn’t change it for anything. We are lucky to have been blessed with these experiences.
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You are so right and yes would never change a thing and I am a better person because of her.
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Thanks for sharing your stories. I loved learning how you were introduced to Chessies.
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Thank you for reading Bongo 🙂
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Misty. Thank you sharing this very emotional blog on your lovely journey with Shadowdancer. She lives on in your heart forever.
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Thank you Dr Rayya and she sure does 🙂
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What a wonderful, heartfelt remembrance. It must speak to our character when we grow to love a certain breed and return to that breed again and again.
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Thank you so much 🙂
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Beautiful writing, always is when you write with your heart. Your beautiful Shadowdancer definitely came from the heart. It also make us remember our heart dog (Tyler) whose greatest joy was making sure we were loved, had fun, were safe and well, and always being by our side.
Such great memories and yes remembered in our heart 🙂
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Thank you for your kind words!
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A wonderful bitter sweet story. Shadowdancer was beautiful.
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Thank you Bassa, I think so too 😉
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Beautiful paper you wrote about a very beautiful dear companion of yours. I love how you came up with the name. May your memories stay with you forever.
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Thanks so much!
Looking back I wish I had been more on top of taking pictures and videos because that would have been a cute one 🙂
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That was a beautiful tribute Misty, it made me teary.
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Thank you Jodi!
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What a wonderful tribute. 🙂
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Thanks!
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I don’t think it’s possible to make your essay better. It’s already perfect and heart felt for a heart dog. I know what you mean about each new one touch the heart in a different way, but still there always seems to be one who stands out.
I don’t mean to take the limelight from your lovely remembrance, but I couldn’t help remembering my first encounter with a Chesapeake. When we moved to the house I live in again now as a much older adult, I was a shy, lonely, young city kid living in a rural/suburban development where all the kids were in tight cliques. Our next door neighbors had a Chessie female called Maggie. I adored her. We became fast friends. She was choosy in who she allowed close. Got along with my father too, who got misty eyed whenever he recalled her years later. Maggie helped draw me out of my shell. There is something special about the breed – standoffish and stubborn at times, but so loving and dear. I enjoy Maggie’s presence time and again through your dogs. Thank you! 😀
Nanina
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Nanina,
thank you so much for your very kind words!
You are not taking away anything from my remembrance, I love to hear how people met their first Chessie’s. Your story is so touching and thank you for sharing. You describe a Chessie personality so well, some people call them hard headed but I like to use the same description you did, stubborn 😉 They are choosy, I told all my puppy people that although their new pup would bond to the whole family don’t be surprised if they choose one person to call their own 🙂
I am so happy that we can bring back such fond memories of your dear Maggie!
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Thanks for sharing. Wonderful that you had such a lovely dog (soul) mate in your life.
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Thank you for reading, funny how they touch us so, and leave their paw prints for life on our hearts!
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